I've been sitting in my mom's office for the past hour, watching as Olivia attempts to pull herself up holding on to the computer tower. In the other room, are all my old co-workers. My mom now teaches at the school where I used to teach, and she's hosting this year's Christmas party. Tonight, this house holds 2 worlds for me: the one I left, and the one I live in now. Outside this door, I can hear my old life. Talking, laughing, visiting, and I'm stuck in this room, watching Olivia try vigorously to get up. I'm here to offer hugs and kisses each time she falls. To give her reassurance so she can get back up and try again. I'm totally missing the party. And you know what? I don't mind a bit.
Posted by Hannah at December 7, 2006 07:51 PMI wouldn't mind a bit either. I wish I was there to help.
~Me
Aww, what a sweet post :) Isn't it amazing how having children totally changes your perspective? That's a totally sweet comment from your hubby too, I might add :)
Posted by: Connie at December 8, 2006 12:30 AMWell how was the party???
Posted by: Rebecca at December 8, 2006 08:43 AMI *so* know what you mean!!! :)
Posted by: Lisanne at December 8, 2006 11:35 AMThat's just awesome.. :) I loved this post :)
Posted by: Trace at December 8, 2006 01:03 PMIt's true, it's far better with the children :)
Posted by: Emmakirsten at December 10, 2006 05:51 AMIt's great that you feel that way. I think you have been secretly unsure if you made the right decision. Well, now you know for sure :)
Posted by: Melany aka Supermom at December 10, 2006 06:30 AMEven though I'm still working, I'm still not that interested in my work life. I opt out of every single work related activity these days...no chaperoning dances, no sporting events, no teacher Christmas parties...just not interested if it means spending even a minute longer away from my baby girl.
Posted by: Chas at December 10, 2006 04:59 PM